This started back in 1999.
And during my quest I tried to understand as many religions as I could.
I also tried to understand Christianity and became a Christian with a cunning smile.
Why with a cunning smile? The answer is here.
According to john 20:24-29, Thomas wanted to,
"unless i see in HIS hands the imprint of the nails,
and put my finger into the place of the nails, and put my hand into HIS
side, i will not believe."(20:25)
and put my finger into the place of the nails, and put my hand into HIS
side, i will not believe."(20:25)
And he was shown what he wanted to see and still was accepted as a believer.
And thats where I saw a loophole in Christianity.
If Thomas can get away with what he wanted, I can live a life in what ever way I want and if on Doomsday I find out that Christianity was the truth and see Thomas entering heaven(which you Christians believe that he will), I can easily challenge God that I wanted to see It too but It never revealed Itself to me as the God who choosed Christianity as the final word and due to that I waited before accepting Christianity.
Do you Christians believe that God will become a zionist at that moment and deny justice to me? Will not love me as much as It loves Thomas? Will stop being the LOVE you believe It to be as opposed to the God of Islam who believes in both peace and war? Will not let me enter heaven for being like Thomas but would allow the best of heaven to Thomas(who was not a prophet) for being like me, a simple human?
1 comments:
It was different for Thomas because he was an Apostle, and when he saw it, he fell to his knees and was shocked and at that moment believed.
You cannot "Challenge God". When you see him when you die, you will fall to your knees and be speechless. He will judge you for who you are. Will tell you everything you did wrong that you could have changed. And it's impossible for you to say, "Well, God, see, so-and-so made me do this, and if I didn't, then so-and-so would..." No! You will be dumbfounded, unable to speak! You will only be able to agree!
And God is not an "It". "It's" a "He". Always with a capitol H.
And God will always love you. No matter what. He pities those who go into hell, but doesn't not love them.
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